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[Feb. 9th, 2010|09:25 pm] |
i feel contented and proud.
i am changing to a better person. a person who he is proud to be with.
confidently, i am saying for myself that i am better and among those who are the best.
cause you wanna know why? it's 2010 and it's gonna be a good year with great people around.
firstly, thank you mak for being there when i am in need. where i need strong advices.
you lead me good and teach me well about anything. regardless of whatever nonsense you've tolerated, you always smile at me.
(urgh makes me wanna cry now) you always scold and nag at me but mak trust me it's all worth it. i will show you that your last daughter is someone some lady who will make you proud.
secondly, thanks to my papadom! for supporting me in anything i did and i wanna do. you know that i am very fickle and choosy in anything.
you stood there waiting patiently without saying a thing. once done, you will always say that proof me that i am wrong about you aisha.
(o m g this one too makes me wanna cry) you were there when i am dead sick (remembered when i was totally out with stomach flu and high fever?) i thought it's gonna be an end but there, you are still stood strong to carry me to the clinic and forcing me to drank up H20.
papadom, i really owe you BIG BIG BIG time.
thirdly, to my both beloved beautiful sisters who always text me randomly advises. yes, i know i am once a black sheep in the family.
i was the only one who always create trouble at home and sometimes because of me problems occur ;(
i am a bad little sister who will just shout and bangs the door. i will always blame it on you girls.
sarah, i've remembered that you always help me with my healthy full yummy breakfast and spend hours till late night helping me out on my school projects. manja, you always give me rough advises but somehow i second about it and follow your saying. ily both my sisters.
on the fourth, shahied the little bro and nenek the ultimate grandma. my both adorable darlings at home.
they will always never fail to makes me smile. their jokes, their comments and sometimes their actions. especially nenek.
ya allah, sembuh kan nenek ku and panjang kan la umur nya, amin.
to shahied, not me but you owe me BIG time (",)v.
the list went on..
2010 there was;
my muuu farhana
she was in the same boat as me. we met after so long in double o. from there, she's my mu.
we shared a lot (like really a lot) and spend time almost each day without feeling boring or nothing to talked about.
she's a strong will woman and she knows what she actually wants. from her, i learn a few things. she's like another sister to me.
she was there when i need opinions. she was there where i need help in stuffs around. she was there updating me stuffs.
to make it short, ily this woman so much and i cherish this sisterhood ;)
my l u c y the ultimate pussy
i hate him at first but when days past i started to have the hate-love feeling. he was uber sweet and was funny.
(fyi, funny guys turns me on!) a good morning and a goodnight routine always makes me tingle. excited much whenever he texted me.
"ada kah perasaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta?" <-- thanks to dan sebenarnya feat yuna.
he is like my walking cute diary. he's just like another girl who i can share always everything! he's a lot like love.
till now, i do feel shy seeing him straight into his eyes.
err i shall make that short (due to some personal if not i would be typing endlessly)
err there's also the boys and my girls (nurul fatin shira awanis) who always make my days happy!
ps: terima kasih you all, i sayang you! xx
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[Feb. 9th, 2010|08:35 pm] |
 meet him, l u c y the ultimate pussy that i've been guga gaga-ing about (",)v. |
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[Feb. 9th, 2010|08:16 pm] |
i love wedding. i just went to one. Lucy's eldest brother wedding.
it was nice and serene. the DJ and the songs are funny. shira and me was giggling to it.
there was one song, a techno song. can you actually believe it?
the food was nice (farhana kept on saying complimenting it) haha! the desserts was too.
and the most annoying is,
i was blushing my way out and when we were sitting down.
o m g.
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[Feb. 9th, 2010|08:12 pm] |
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when it ticks twelve, it's time for me to sleep. but on the past few days, i've waited to long for the boys to settled down and go to sleep.
DVD playing, web cam sessions, laughter here and there, mew mew meowing, people taking bla bla bla.
they're being small boys which needs to pamper here and there. drinks need to serve, food need to be cooked.
after all, what are girls for right? like bik said, "ini semua practice ahhhh" ;) silly boy.
only on sunday night nearly to a monday morning i slept smiling and waking up feeling a bit eeeek.
it was all because i missed him so much ;(
he covered me with the comforter and kisses my forehead goodbye. i miss that kind of feeling and there was him building it back.
alhamdulilah, i am falling for him each day.
well, here i am sitting after a tired jog updating my blog missing him still.
sometimes i wanna be there for you. each time when you needed someone the most. please make me the one?
to feed you good food, to get you the best things, to pamper your wants, to fulfill your needs and to cater to you my man.
ps: don't let me down will you babyboy? xx
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[Feb. 8th, 2010|02:25 pm] |
farhana got herself her well-inspired Chrisitan Louboutin pair of heels *thanks to her hubby! (",)*
myself?
i want something prada or ysl. give me three years, i'll get you babies on my rack! hee.
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[Feb. 8th, 2010|02:11 pm] |
friday to saturday sunday, saturday to monday yo!
i slept over farhana's place since friday night. i am now home sweet home on a monday blue day.
here i am, updating my blog reading up my chapters missing him so much drinking lots of water (think i'm gonna fall sick soon)
chatting with shira and thinking what's for today? partially wanna go out but the other half doesn't want to.
i've received a text message from my sister, sarah.
she said that i've been quite a change girl. she said that herself don't know me anymore? i am like a stranger to them.
am i that bad or am i always the black sheep inside this family? she said that i should change myself and my lifestyle.
what's so wrong with me and my life? i don't do drugs. i don't sleep around and stuffs ;( guess she mistook me as that? tsk.
she saw those pictures of me and my friends in facebook. she said "do what you like, good luck!"
what that supposed to meant? i'm not throwing back my words on you but think for a second. are you that innocent? that good?
sigh.
blogging about this just makes me smirking all the way, pronto!
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[Feb. 6th, 2010|12:31 pm] |
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good boys is at every corner but too bad the world has no corners ;)
i got myself a good boy.
he once said to me; you beat the other girls cause i know one fine day i can change you into a better lady.
tell me people.. am i that bad?
NOT!
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